what a relief

When carrying around with something inside your chest for this long, even tho the answer was´nt all I hoped for, its a relief just have asked it. For so long time now, I´ve wondered what the truth was, now I know. I don´t know why I have´nt asked it before, however that´s irrelevant at this time. I think I´ve learnd from it, that knowing the truth, even tho it hurts, its the brightest for a lifetime. Cuse knowing something that you really dont want to know, can be better than not knowing what you dont want to know. You get it? I sure dont ;), HAHA, kidding, Kapunka, Im tired. Lets call it a Night